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Erik Lehnsherr ○ Magneto ([personal profile] heavymetals) wrote2035-12-01 12:00 am
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[personal profile] valle 2025-10-28 09:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Hi.
Do you wanna go get lunch sometime?
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[personal profile] valle 2025-10-29 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
I might know a place.
How do you feel about noodles?
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[personal profile] valle 2025-10-29 11:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Tomorrow's good
:)

I'll text you the address.
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[personal profile] valle 2025-11-04 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
( There's nothing especially unique about the place she directs him to. It's small, run by a single old lady who seems to take great pleasure in yelling at her staff in some indecipherable other language before flipping like a switch and doting on her customers like a concerned grandmother. Flip-flopping back and forth between the two attitudes amuses Laura to no end, and with the place being so small, it never feels overwhelming in population. Just a quiet little hidden gem on the corner of the block.

Erik beats her there by a couple of minutes; she doesn't have to look around to find him. Tracking the familiar smell is easy, and she slides into the seat opposite him with a small, restrained little smile.
)

Hi.

( Probably a little underwhelming in terms of greetings, but the truth is, reaching out had been sort of a spontaneous decision. There's no real reason behind it, or at least none that feel good enough to justify herself if he asks why.

She just.
Wanted to.

Navigating through things during the meteor storm chaos had felt good. It felt a lot simpler than things do when she's around Logan, while still providing a similar sense of being in the company of somebody she feels like maybe she can look up to. Maybe at eighteen she should be a little too old to still seek that feeling out, but it's extremely easy to shove that thought down and pretend like this is just a matter of two people on the fringes of the same community bonding. Pretending like she's not looking for anything. Like it's not complicated. She's electing not to think about it.
)
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[personal profile] valle 2025-11-06 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Can't complain.

( It's delivered lightly — mostly honest. She's mostly managing to keep a roof over her head and food in her stomach with the money she makes running into diffusion zones for storm chasers. The city continues to be a thousand times better than the Void. She's building connections with people here, she isn't quite so alone. It's good. Not perfect, but good enough.

The ways that it could be better don't really matter.
)

How are you? How's things with Charles?

( Two separate questions, but she imagine one ties into the other. )
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[personal profile] valle 2025-11-16 02:52 pm (UTC)(link)
( Alright sounds good; busy with work doesn't sound so bad either. She's visited Kolliery herself, actually — she'd volunteer as much, except she's immediately distracted by his clear hesitation. It puts a little furrow in her brow, has her wrapping her fingers around the paper-wrapped straw that came with her place setting. )

What was it?

( This place is full of irregular, weird stuff. If it's something even bigger than the norm, it's bound to be interesting — if not outright concerning. )
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[personal profile] valle 2025-11-17 03:22 pm (UTC)(link)
( Okay, yes, that — that definitely classifies as both. She watches, transfixed, as the metal creeps along his fingertips. After a few stunned seconds, even carefully reaches across the table to touch the back of his hand, just to know for sure.

That's definitely metal. She's intimately familiar with the feeling of it.

When she pulls her hand away, a little knit settles into her brow.
)

I didn't realize this place could do that. Change what we do, I mean.

( The thought of it feels suddenly... invasive in a way that makes her darkly uncomfortable; the concept of yet another outside force influencing her body without her control, without her permission. When her hands curl into fists on the top of the table, it's because of the unshakable thought of something new inside of her, something altering her claws, something she can't stop.

Is it that intrusive to him? If anyone here can relate to her discomfort...
)
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[personal profile] valle 2025-11-19 01:00 pm (UTC)(link)
( Erik's perceptive; a lot of people would find the subtle, muted changes to her expression hard to read. She isn't, if you know what you're looking for. It's just rare that anyone here does yet. She hasn't known anyone here long enough, hasn't shared enough of her history to anyone — except for maybe Charles. )

I'm fine.

( It comes out... not terse exactly, but unconvincingly brusque. She considers leaving it there, but a twitch of the lips and a second thought have her relenting in favor of something more honest. )

I don't like the idea of something changing us against our will. I don't like the thought of waking up to something about me being wrong.

( She wasn't born with metal on her claws. A long twilight nightmare of a surgery led to a rude awakening when she was little. She doesn't want that again. If it can happen to him, it can happen to anyone. It can happen to her. Maybe that's a selfish first instinct, it just feels like a horrifying breach of autonomy. )
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[personal profile] valle 2025-11-23 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
( He sounds so certain, he has so much conviction about it, Laura finds herself hard-pressed to argue. Her lips press together softly, her eyes dip down away from him and then trail off to the side as she considers it all.

She understands what he means. It just doesn't make her feel much better about the concept.

As nice as the thought of self-acceptance is, as nice as it is to know that he'd accept her, she's still not thrilled about the idea of something else dictating changes to her body.

Ultimately, she keeps these reservations to herself. Internalizes them, the way she internalizes everything — just habit. Just a product of never having the kind of dynamic with anyone where talking about what she feels has ever been relevant.
)

Have you tested the limits of it? ( She asks instead, carefully redirecting the spotlight off of herself. ) Like, how far it spreads?
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[personal profile] valle 2025-11-28 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)
( She has concerns. Maybe she shouldn't; she likes him, she thinks he likes her as well or he wouldn't be getting lunch with her, but that doesn't necessarily make them close or anything. Maybe not even close enough to warrant the level of worry suddenly trilling away in her chest about this. Definitely not enough to put a voice to it. She's just...

Worried that pushing it too far could have unexpected consequences. What if it takes him over completely? What if it begins to linger, to stay, what if the change becomes permanent?

But then, it's like he said, he'd still be himself. He wouldn't be wrong. Just different.

It's not her place to say anything, and she's spared the need by a rather thick, no-nonsense woman coming over to take their order. A soda and an ungodly amount of noodles, too many noodles for any other teenage girl her size — but part of why she loves them is that they're cheap for the amount of calories they give. It's hard, keeping herself fed, keeping a roof over her own head. Scavenging for scrap to sell, walking dogs, doing everything she can to scrape by for money.

She's managing.

When the woman who takes their order wanders off again, Laura's fingers go back to playing with her straw. She can't say exactly why she feels compelled to tell him this, but it slips out anyway:
)

I told Logan. About how we're related.

( Erik's one of the people that knew, that had promised to keep it to himself. At least now he knows he doesn't have to do that anymore. )
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[personal profile] valle 2025-12-01 09:35 pm (UTC)(link)
( She can't help but agree with the too many secrets thing. Keeping her own from Scott about Cable hasn't made her feel especially great, particularly when Scott's one of the people that kept her secret for her. The sooner it all comes out, the less guilty she'll feel.

The question earns a brief purse of her lips. The answer comes out dry, a little deadpan:
)

Well, he chopped down a tree and took off, so.

( Not great.

Which is a blithe way to put something which had, in the moment, been especially painful to experience. Some time has passed, though, and things have calmed down since then — so she sways a little and concedes:
)

He's not avoiding me anymore, so I guess he's kind of... ( Warmed up to the idea feels like the wrong way to put it, that implies any kind of real acceptance or positivity on Logan's part about the whole thing, and she's not entirely sure that's the case. ) ...less pissed off now? I don't think he hates me, anyway, so that's an improvement over back home.
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[personal profile] valle 2025-12-05 12:48 am (UTC)(link)
( In Logan's defense, it was a very small tree. Just for the record.

Her lips press together into a tight line; her eyes dip down to that straw still wrapped in paper, thumbing at the edge of the seam, worrying it soft.
)

It's complicated. ( Or maybe it isn't. ) I showed up and made his life harder than it already was. I think I represented a lot of bad things about his history, to start with, and I wasn't... the easiest kid to get along with.

( Which is a mild way of saying she'd been half feral, stubborn, just as inclined to snarl back at him as often as he snarled at her. She didn't know how to be a child. )

But... I think what really cemented it is being the reason Charles died.

( Maybe that's a big thing to drop on Erik. It's a different universe, a different Charles, but still significant enough that maybe Logan's disdain is a little easier to understand. It's an oversimplification of events, but she thinks it's true, she blames herself for it. )
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[personal profile] valle 2025-12-06 10:18 pm (UTC)(link)
( She expected it. The tension. It's fair, and valid, and deserved — and if he gets angry at her, she'll understand that, too. Charles had been infinitely forgiving about the whole thing, but Charles is Charles. It's different. )

The people who killed him were the ones that made me. They were trying to reclaim their property. He was only there because him and Logan were trying to help me escape to Canada. If they'd have left me like Logan wanted to at first, it never would have happened.

( But Charles insisted, because of course he did. He refused to leave her behind, and it earned him a set of claws through the chest by a monster engineered to hate. Yes, he'd been nearly a hundred years old at the time already, but without her, maybe he'd have died peacefully in his sleep a few more years out. )

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