( The look on her face, subdued as it is, distinctly veers toward wry for a moment. )
Well when you put it like that, it almost makes sense.
( Almost makes her whole convoluted approach seem silly when it's cast against such a reasonable perspective. Still, the thought of just... sitting down and outright saying all of this to Logan is such a viscerally uncomfortable, daunting concept that her little smile doesn't linger for very long.
It's the what if of it all. It's the once bitten, twice shy of it all. It's a few formative memories at a very impressionable age, and if she were to take a few seconds to imagine saying any of this to the Logan she knew as a girl, she can only imagine herself getting raked over the coals and taken apart.
But this man isn't the Logan she knew. He deserves a chance to be his own version. He's earned that much.
She sighs, and sounds a little self-deprecating when she asks, mostly jokingly: )
[ He gives her a small smile at that. To him it makes perfect sense, but then of course he knows he's speaking from an outsider's perspective, and with reason in mind. Sometimes emotion trumps reason, and he also knows that well.
He can't even claim to know Logan enough to say one way or the other if he would react poorly to her broaching the subject like that. He only knows his own perspective. He's fond of Laura and he knows what his response would be; but he's not in Logan's position, and he doesn't have his temperament. His perspective is different for a number of reasons. He also doesn't want Laura to end up getting hurt in all of this, so he's not going to push, merely offer his advice when she asks it.
His smile dims just so at the question, but it's there nonetheless when he answers. ]
You'd have to ask someone else, I'm afraid.
[ His family wasn't complicated, not for the short while he had one. Who knows, maybe it would have gotten complicated, if only they'd had the time and chance for it. ]
I'm sure it'll be alright. [ A small reassurance, but the sentiment is genuine. ] And if it isn't, you have Charles. And me, of course.
( And me, of course — that earns a lingering look, and a soft, )
Yeah?
( Of course she knows she'll always have Charles, he's never left the question to linger in her mind for even a second. From the very first moment she arrived here he's been nothing but a reinforcing presence insisting on his support in all the best ways — but Charles is built different than most people.
Until now, she hasn't known for sure just how mutual her dynamic with Erik is. She likes him a lot, his advice and his support has meant a lot to her — but she's very used to her dynamics being one-sided.
It means a lot to hear. She should maybe say as much, but ultimately she just settles on: )
[ He figures that Charles's presence and support will be a given to her. Maybe Erik's not so much, but that's why he makes it a point to tell her, so that she knows without room for doubt. He's burned a lot of bridges in the past, and he understands why a number of people wouldn't trust his word for it, or believe that he'd be there for them. This is one connection he's managed not to fuck up, at least. When he tells Laura that she can rely on him, she believes him, and that honestly feels good. ]
Por nada.
[ He offers with a small smile, as their food is brought over and set down on the table between them. ]
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Well when you put it like that, it almost makes sense.
( Almost makes her whole convoluted approach seem silly when it's cast against such a reasonable perspective. Still, the thought of just... sitting down and outright saying all of this to Logan is such a viscerally uncomfortable, daunting concept that her little smile doesn't linger for very long.
It's the what if of it all. It's the once bitten, twice shy of it all. It's a few formative memories at a very impressionable age, and if she were to take a few seconds to imagine saying any of this to the Logan she knew as a girl, she can only imagine herself getting raked over the coals and taken apart.
But this man isn't the Logan she knew. He deserves a chance to be his own version. He's earned that much.
She sighs, and sounds a little self-deprecating when she asks, mostly jokingly: )
Are all families this complicated?
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[ He gives her a small smile at that. To him it makes perfect sense, but then of course he knows he's speaking from an outsider's perspective, and with reason in mind. Sometimes emotion trumps reason, and he also knows that well.
He can't even claim to know Logan enough to say one way or the other if he would react poorly to her broaching the subject like that. He only knows his own perspective. He's fond of Laura and he knows what his response would be; but he's not in Logan's position, and he doesn't have his temperament. His perspective is different for a number of reasons. He also doesn't want Laura to end up getting hurt in all of this, so he's not going to push, merely offer his advice when she asks it.
His smile dims just so at the question, but it's there nonetheless when he answers. ]
You'd have to ask someone else, I'm afraid.
[ His family wasn't complicated, not for the short while he had one. Who knows, maybe it would have gotten complicated, if only they'd had the time and chance for it. ]
I'm sure it'll be alright. [ A small reassurance, but the sentiment is genuine. ] And if it isn't, you have Charles. And me, of course.
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Yeah?
( Of course she knows she'll always have Charles, he's never left the question to linger in her mind for even a second. From the very first moment she arrived here he's been nothing but a reinforcing presence insisting on his support in all the best ways — but Charles is built different than most people.
Until now, she hasn't known for sure just how mutual her dynamic with Erik is. She likes him a lot, his advice and his support has meant a lot to her — but she's very used to her dynamics being one-sided.
It means a lot to hear. She should maybe say as much, but ultimately she just settles on: )
Thank you.
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Por nada.
[ He offers with a small smile, as their food is brought over and set down on the table between them. ]