heavymetals | ( psl ) hot for teacher

( psl ) hot for teacher

[ Of all the things Erik had imagined for a new, reinvented future, this definitely wasn't one of them. His life so far has been made of so many missteps, so many mistakes, his public image fluctuating wildly but for the most part, not being particularly good. He was even labeled a terrorist at one point, before his efforts for the mutant cause actually landed him in a better light eventually. A path of struggle that proved to be far more difficult than his attempts to wage war on the world, in the name of his kind but truly, just another expression of his anger.

It has always been a work in progress. Slow, with setbacks, and contrary opinions even now. At least among mutants, he's largely seen as a figure of good, a role model for a better future for their kind, of cooperation with mankind while refusing to compromise. Still ready to fight if it ever comes down to that.

But the last few years have become ones of peace, and Erik has carved himself a spot here, in the mansion, admittedly with much of Charles's help. The telepath helped him settle in, coaxed him to take a position as a teacher, encouraged him even when he didn't feel like he quite fit that role, and he was surprised to learn that he became rather popular among the students. It was already more than what he could ask for, and he couldn't imagine it becoming any better than that— only for Charles to approach him about taking over the school on his behalf, as Charles decides to step back and venture to other projects. Dedicate himself more to the X-Men and leaving the meaningful job of offering a home to young mutants, and guide them through this new world.

It's an overwhelming thing, and he feels out of his depth even after months of accepting the offer. Charles offers some insight on occasion, but he's not always around, and Erik often relies on senior teachers for their suggestions and opinions. But those aren't the only teachers working at the school— some younger faces have joined the board, a few even former students themselves, one of which Erik even remembers sitting on his classes not so long ago... ]

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[ They're both so close, Erik can feel it in the urgency of their movements, the erratic pace of their hips. The way Bobby gets just a little louder, how he moans Erik's name. Both cocks leaking more with each passing second, Erik's own mind spinning with the heat of their pace, their closeness, more than his wildest imaginings.

He groans when Bobby breathes out his name, panting hotly, clinging to him. His fingers tighten, the pace of his hand fast now, urgent, feeling his own orgasm fast approaching. His other arm clutches tighter around Bobby, keeping him as close to him as possible. Lord knows if he'll ever get to have that again. ]

I am, Robert, hah— [ Whatever words he manages fade into incoherent noises, moans and gasps as he edges closer to his climax, and finally comes with a sharp roll of his hips, a tighter stroke of his hand over both heads of their cocks, jets of hot cum spilling onto Bobby's stomach, covering his own fingers. Blissful white takes over his brain, but his gaze never leaves Bobby's face, wanting to etch every detail of it as it comes into his own mind. ]

[ As their movements become more erratic, more unhinged, Bobby knows they're pretty close to their peaks. With everything he has, he plans to reach it together with Erik just as he promised in breathless whispers. As he continues to thrust and roll his hips in time with Erik's strokes, Bobby is never quiet, his room filling with his sounds, as well as Erik's.

The second he senses the telltale signs of his approaching orgasm, Bobby moans, Erik's name leaving his lips in sharp gasps. He throws his head back momentarily when he comes, streams of hot white shooting out of his cock, spilling onto Erik's stomach and coating his talented fingers. He tries to catch his breath, cheeks flushed, blue eyes dark in ecstasy.

Bobby catches Erik's expression, though, when the other mutant releases, intent in committing it to memory, knowing that this might be the last time (for now) that he'll see it. It's everything he imagined and more, this magnetic force of a man tantalizing in every way possible.

He leans down again, eager to capture Erik's lips while they ride down the high for their joined orgasm. The kiss is demanding, yet tender and passionate, as Bobby yearns to taste more of Erik, craves the other mutant even after their shared climaxes. With every fiber of his being, he doesn't want this night to end. ]

[ For those long seconds, it's pure bliss, more than anything Erik thought he'd get to have. The warmth of their bodies joined, feeling Bobby's weight in his arms, his breath against his lips, his skin, warming the very air Erik breathes. Every inhale comes with more thoughts of Bobby, the scent of him; it's intoxicating. More than any amount of bourbon he could have had tonight.

The kiss is returned without hesitation, without thought. A desperate attempt to let this moment linger, stretch it out for as long as he possibly can. He doesn't want to think about morning, about what happens when this is over. He just wants to be in the here and now for however long possible.

Still chasing after Bobby's lips, he slowly guides him down onto the mattress, he too lying down next to Bobby. He kisses Bobby's cheek, closing his eyes as he all but buries his face in his neck, the arm around the younger mutant's waist still holding tightly, keeping him close.

He doesn't speak a single word, though. Too afraid that the mere sound of his voice will break this temporary spell. ]

[ When Erik slowly guides him down back onto his mattress, his back hitting the soft cushion, Bobby lets out a hum of approval muffled by the kiss. With the buzz brought by the bourbon, he briefly wonders if he can have the mutation to freeze time, just so he can this moment stand still. Have the world fall away and preserve this night for them.

He cuddles against Erik, pressing close even with the mess of their fluids coating their lower bodies. There's no time to clean all that up, just enough to savor this moment he's having with the other mutant. He brings up a hand to caress the back of Erik's head, fingers curling through short locks. Turning his head a little, Bobby presses a tender kiss on the other's temple while he holds him closer. ]

Hey, Erik.

[ It's soft and small, nudging the other man to look at him. Once Erik does, blue meeting blue once again, Bobby faces him, gradually memorizing how the other mutant looks in this exact moment. Handsome, very attractive, his. ]

Let's forget everything for now. Tonight, I'm yours. [ Bobby leans in to kiss his nose, his forehead, his eyelids. He wants to memorize that face with his lips, too. ]

[ It feels like absolute perfection, right now. He knows it won't last, and he doesn't even want to think about the moment it all comes crashing down around them. He thinks it might just happen the moment one of them speaks, but when Bobby says his name— it doesn't. It makes his chest tighten, his heart double in pace, but the bubble built around them stays there, intact.

He lifts his gaze to meet Bobby's, feeling far too vulnerable, far too exposed, as if Bobby can see right into him when they're close like this. Surprisingly, it doesn't scare him as much as he thought it might.

Lips pressed thinly, he studies Bobby's face, then closes his eyes as the younger mutant begins kissing his face. He finds Bobby's hand and presses it to his own chest, a barely-there smile on his lips by the time Bobby leans away again. ]

I'm yours too. [ Said very quietly, like a secret; like an oath. You've always had me— he meant that wholeheartedly. ]

[ It's the way Erik says it that has something deep within Bobby clenching fierce. He doesn't know what it is, and right now, he doesn't seem too keen to care. He might as well die by a thousand cuts and he still won't bat an eyelash if it means being this close to Erik, holding him like it's the last night they'll have together.

Maybe Bobby can see him right through him. Perhaps there's beauty in this vulnerability they're now sharing. Whatever it is, Bobby basks in it, savors it until the clock strikes midnight and the spell breaks. It doesn't, though, not for them. Not for their tired souls clearly yearning for each other.

Leaning down, he rubs his nose against Erik's, a warm grin curling up his lips as he does so. ]

I'm not tired and I don't wanna sleep. Kinda just wanna talk to you while we're like this. You? [ Talk about anything and everything, really. He just doesn't want daylight to come. ]

[ That remark actually earns an amused chuckle from Erik, his concerns bleeding away with each passing second, each drawn-out moment of intimacy between them. It's so easy to forget they're on borrowed time. Erik doesn't want tonight to end either.

Bobby may not feel tired, but he has a feeling the younger mutant is going to fall asleep as soon as the bliss of his orgasm wears off, and the alcohol and long hours catch up to him. It's fine, Erik tells himself. For now he can just pretend like they really will get to stay up and talk for hours. ]

I'm not falling asleep. [ Not here, and definitely not back in his room. He's going to stay awake and go over this moment over and over again, obsessively so, because he knows himself far too well. ] What do you want to talk about?

[ The effects of the bourbon is still very much palpable with how Bobby reacts and talks, but he's thankful for the good buzz, for the courage it conveniently provides. He actually doesn't have a specific topic he wants to talk about with Erik. Frankly, he just selfishly wants to have the man like this for a few more seconds, for a further few minutes, hours, days, weeks. Bobby doesn't care. He just wants Erik.

So, even when he feels drowsiness begin to chase him, he powers through. With a smile on his lips, Bobby holds Erik in his gaze, fond and serene. One hand comes up to brush the other's hair lovingly, as if entranced and bewitched. ]

Anything, really. [ Bobby chuckles, enchanted to meet those blue eyes with his own. ] Maybe we can start on when you began liking me? [ There's a playful glint in those eyes now. ]

[ Erik drapes an arm over Bobby's midsection, letting his leg tangle between Bobby's. They haven't even bothered getting under the covers, and he's sure that soon enough they're going to start feeling the cold. He wonders whether Bobby will fall asleep before then.

That question is definitely dangerous and one he shouldn't be entertaining with an answer. Bobby's not drunk enough to forget any of this. Still, he can manage to make it somewhat vague, and besides, it's not like it's a lie when he answers. ]

I don't know that there was just this one specific moment. I simply started caring about you in the times we've spent alone. I felt just as drawn to you as you did me.

[ An almost magnetic pull, but stronger somehow. Different, and definitely nothing to do with their respective powers.

He hesitates to say more, fully aware that turning the question around may just lead them both down a complicated path. Especially with Bobby's inhibitions lowered, and his filters virtually gone. ]

What about you?

[ Their proximity on Bobby's bed like this is something he'll remember for a very long time. The feeling of skin against skin, the warmth and affection both of them has for each other, they're things he'll definitely commit to memory and stash away somewhere on a shelf for safekeeping.

Being drawn to each other isn't really surprising, to be honest, given how much attraction they have for each other. So, his smile only widens upon confirming this from Erik. It's a good enough answer, one that Bobby doesn't think need any further explanation. He's content with it.

When Erik asks him the same, though, he chuckles a little. ]

Hmm. Well. Guess when I was still your student, to be honest. You were my crush back then. [ He giggles once he remembers his silly schoolboy crush. ] Of course, I'm still struggling to realize I like men, too, but I was smitten by you, no doubt. Kinda complicated, huh? [ He won't admit just how much he fantasized about Erik during his younger years. ]

But that was just a silly crush. I only really developed a liking to you, in this way, when you began helping me. When you didn't give up on me and empowered me to do better. [ His smile turns softer, leaning in just a little closer so his breath ghosts against Erik's lips. ]

When you see me like no one else has.

[ That is a little surprising, admittedly. Erik's eyebrows raise at that, whatever concerns he has about tonight (or rather, the following morning) set aside entirely. He's determined to enjoy at least this one precious moment between them. ]

Well, I think you were a little too young for me then.

[ There's still the same age difference, obviously, but— well, Erik just means he definitely never looked at Bobby that way then. Only got his attention drawn to the other man when he came back to the school as a teacher. Older, certainly more handsome than cute. He is still amused to picture Bobby as a teenager, harboring a harmless crush on him. ]

It was the same for me, then. I've admired the way you work so hard. You're very determined, I like that. And... well, you are very handsome. I can't say I mind getting to look at you as much as I please.

[ Which he does more often when they're alone. No one else around to notice anything off about the unreasonable amount of attention Erik directs Bobby's way. ]

[ As harmless as that crush was, Bobby sure liked every minute of it. This is why even if he finds his own students' crushes for him to be troublesome, he can understand it because he was one of them once upon a time. He was also attracted, albeit in secret, to his own teacher who was patient with him back then as he is now.

The compliments elicit a soft blush adorning Bobby's cheeks. He smiles even more fondly, reaching up a hand to brush Erik's locks once again, gentle fingers stroking his scalp as if massaging it. ]

Very handsome, huh? So that's why I catch you staring sometimes. I thought I had something on my face. Almost made me insecure because the man I like might think there's something wrong with my face or something. [ He chuckles, briefly kissing Erik's cheek. ]

Good thing you just find me handsome, then. [ A pause, his smile broadening. ] Guess that's also the reason why I can't help staring at you, too.

[ A tale as old as time, it seems. Students looking up to a guiding figure and being charmed isn't entirely unreasonable, and in a way it's a sign that Erik wasn't so bad as a teacher. The same could be said for Bobby and his own students' crushes on him. It can become a little tricky, but so long as no lines are crossed, a harmless crush is hurting no one.

So, Erik's not bothered at all when Bobby admits to that. Perhaps better that he only learns about it now, because he would feel this would be far more inappropriate if he had been aware all along that he drew Bobby's attention like that back then. ]

There is absolutely nothing wrong with your face, [ He reassures Bobby with a small smile, hand brushing idly down his side. ] I didn't know I was that obvious. Guess that means neither of us are good at being discrete.

[ Because he has definitely noticed Bobby looking at him too. ]

[ He'll never admit to the more inappropriate fantasies he had of Erik when he was still a student, driven by teenage hormones and the desire for something he can't have. Right now, though, he has the apple of his eye on his bed and admitting to the same attraction he had when they began spending time together. It's almost surreal.

Erik's admission, though, to not being good at discretion earns another soft chuckle from the younger mutant. Bobby Drake has never been good at being subtle, so this comes without any surprise to him. ]

Well, I guess I'm never good at being discreet, to be honest. It's okay, I appreciate the lingering glances. [ He leans in to give Erik's lips a soft kiss. ] Especially now that I know it's because I'm handsome.

[ Oh, he would certainly call them inappropriate, and yet, learning of them now would likely only serve to arouse him. Just thinking of how long Bobby has fantasized about him, wanted him in this way, would further fuel his own attraction for the younger mutant. ]

As do I. [ He's not entirely sure that the rest of the board does, if they're really that obvious, but that's not an issue currently plaguing him. He brushes his knuckles down Bobby's cheek and jaw, tracing his throat, before he leans in for a kiss, slow and soft but lingering, taking his time to taste Bobby's lips as much as he can. While he does, his hand reaches behind Bobby to tug down his bed covers, trying to coax Bobby to get underneath them with him. ]

[ Bobby returns the slow and soft kiss as if memorizing the taste and feel of Erik's lips. As if this is the first time their lips are colliding with each other. It's true that his attraction for Erik was inappropriate then, but isn't it still inappropriate now?

He doesn't give this much thought, focused only with squeezing inside the bed covers with Erik as they continue to explore each other's mouths. Once he pulls away, Bobby does the same thing with Erik's cheek, knuckles tracing soft skin. ]

I don't want this night to end, Erik. [ He bites back a yawn that's threatening to escape. ] Tell me again why I'm handsome. Why you like me.

[ Letting the night drag on is definitely tempting, but Erik knows that even staying awake, the sun will come up eventually, and it will be all the more difficult to crawl out of this bed if Bobby's still awake, asking him to stay.

He can't stay. Realistically, he knows that. But he still crawls closer to the other mutant under those covers, as if settling in for the night. ]

I'll tell you, but you have to promise to close your eyes. [ He knows Bobby's close to falling asleep. This will only make it easier. ]

[ When Erik crawls under the covers with him, Bobby takes this as a sign that Erik will be here when he wakes up later. That he'll still have this man, his man for tonight, in his arms when he opens his blue eyes to greet the brand new day. He smiles in anticipation, already excited to kiss him good morning, and maybe cook him breakfast. Or at least, get him some. Maybe it's okay if Erik spends the night. Maybe.

So, with a smile still plastered on his lips, Bobby gradually closes his eyes. The darkness that immediately surrounds him doesn't seem too daunting, not when he knows Erik's right there beside him. And wouldn't leave him. ]

It's closed now. Come on, tell me. [ He can already feel the soft caress of slumber but he ignores it. He won't succumb to it. His dreams pale in comparison to the reality he has now. Why go back to sleep when he can experience his dream while awake? ]

[ For a second or two, Erik can fool himself too, tell himself that there's nothing wrong if he stays, that it won't matter if others see him leave Bobby's bedroom in the morning, or if Bobby gets him breakfast like it's a perfectly normal thing. He wishes that to be true so very much, and it's all the more reason for him to resist it, fight that overwhelming desire to daydream as if it could become true by sheer force off will.

When Bobby closes his eyes, he allows himself a moment of weakness in his expression, the hollow pang in his chest twisting his features for the briefest of moments. His fingers brush through Bobby's hair right where it begins at his temple, slowly carding through the strands along the back of his ear. ]

I like that you're smart... you're kind and helpful, you make everyone feel so welcome. And I like how easy it is to talk to you, and to joke with you. Teasing you is easy, and especially rewarding when you get that faint color to your cheeks that you think I don't notice. I like... the smiles reserve only for me.

[ He's stepping on incredibly dangerous territory, and he's well aware. His voice grows quieter as if each word is an even greater secret than the one before, while he hopes that Bobby both can't hear him anymore, and that he will remember it all. He doesn't know which would feel worse come morning. ]

[ The obscurity he sees right now isn't disconcerting, not with Erik's voice guiding him like a beacon. It fills his ears and his heart like honey pouring down a vessel. It's sweet and encouraging and Bobby thinks he wants to hear that voice always, paying him compliments, letting him know just how much he means to him.

His lips tug up into a very broad smile, touched by the compliments Erik is giving him. He wants to kiss him and never let go, but he bites back a yawn when it comes, as he tries to keep slumber at bay. ]

Those smiles I'll give only to you, too. When I wake up, and you're here, you'll get more of those.

[ His words are slurring a little, perhaps due to the alcohol or drowsiness slowly taking over him, who's to say. But Bobby forges on, not wanting to slip through the cracks of dreaming. Not wanting this dream to end. ]

Stay, alright? I don't care what the world thinks anymore. I just want you here.

[ Bold words, maybe. All truth, though. Or all truth now. Now that his veins are aflamed with bourbon and his dream has come true. Maybe. ]

[ Every word out of Bobby's mouth only hurts him more, an ache that lingers in his chest, knowing that everything Bobby's hoping for right now just can't happen. He can't stay here, no matter how much they both might want it, and he's sure that Bobby would be just as aware of the inherent complications of letting this stretch into the morning.

He can't say that out loud. Doesn't want to break whatever spell they have here. The most he can do is just not make promises that he knows he won't keep. ]

Go to sleep, Robert. [ He delivers it in a soft murmur, still carding his fingers through Bobby's hair, leaning in to press a gentle kiss on his forehead. ]

[ That gentle kiss is all he needs for him to slowly surrender to slumber's claim. He doesn't do it completely, though, his stubborn mind clinging to the spell they have here. To the dream that's undoubtedly his reality.

With one arm, Bobby draws Erik closer, even if it's obvious his strength isn't as it used to be as he's slowly drifting to sleep. ]

Sleep with me, Erik... Let's dream together.

[ Literally and figuratively. Those are the only words Bobby utters, his voice soft and small, before he admits defeat to the pull of rest. ]

[ Erik doesn't actually sleep at all. He does stay, for longer than he reasonably should, torturing himself by watching Bobby while he's asleep. He's just making it harder on himself at this point, knowing that the longer he stays, the less he'll want to go.

But he has to, because morning will come and he absolutely can't be here when the sun rises and the other teachers start getting up and ready for their day. So, after far too long brushing Bobby's hair and holding him close, Erik draws away. Slow, gradual, but not allowing himself to hesitate even when Bobby tries to stay close in his sleep. Little by little, he somehow manages to slip out of the bed unnoticed, still ensuring Bobby isn't waking up before he quickly puts his clothes back on and heads to the door.

He lingers there, again, looking at Bobby. He has a feeling this might be the last time he gets to see him like this, and it's a memory he's intent on engraving into his mind forever. If he has nothing else, he can at least have this much.

The next morning is not surprising. It's painful, in more ways than he can say, but it's about the treatment he expects. Bobby pretty much ignores him, blatantly avoids him when he can, and Erik can do nothing more but offer him the courtesy of respecting that decision. He's right to be upset, and Erik thought that much would happen. It'll get easier, it's what he tells himself, but seeing Bobby over the next couple of weeks, watching him from across the distance, going about his day-to-day in the school while having entirely excised Erik from his life, feels no less painful as the days go by. Erik withdraws, because what else is he to do, really? Their sessions have pretty much had an abrupt halt, and Erik understands why Bobby wouldn't reach out about resuming them. He too can't bring himself to.

It's harder to go back to a life without Bobby in it, in some shape or form, than he anticipated. His nights are emptier and his study is quieter than he ever remembers it being. Some nights he doesn't even go to bed, he just sits there staring at the chair Bobby used to sit in, unfocused gaze on the edge of the desk where their hands touched that night.

He remembers Bobby's smile again and wonders (worries) if there will come a day that he'll forget what it looked like.

And then he reminds himself of why he had to leave that room then, why he needed to make the difficult choice to draw away. It just couldn't happen— one of them at least had to ensure that, and better that Bobby hates him than he potentially ruins his career because of him. ]

[ Bobby doesn’t hate him. Or, at least, that’s what he tells himself whenever Erik’s face crosses his mind. Or whenever Erik himself crosses paths with him. But the pain of not seeing this same face the next morning that fateful night still hurts, still haunts him like a ghost, that it’s hard sometimes to tell himself that he doesn’t hate him. To be fair, Bobby knows whatever happened that night can never happen again. It’s wrong, he knows that much, but the bourbon allowed himself to dream, to see a glimpse of a possible future for them. Where Erik will cherish him like he’s the most treasured diamond in all of existence. To be gifted that privilege of foresight but have it immediately snatched from him when he opened his eyes was cruel. Because now, that’s all he cares to think about and it’s all his dreams are allowing him to see.

Sometimes, he dreams of Erik, of that night, of lunch dates and endless conversations over good wine, and then he wakes up and everything feels hollow. What’s the point of opening his eyes when Erik’s not in it, just like that morning.

Why didn’t he stay? Why didn’t he fight for them, for what they could’ve had? It’s ironic how alcohol gave him the courage to finally realize he wanted to risk it all. And this desire still lingered even when his veins were drained of all bourbon. If he said he cherished him, if he was indeed his all this time, why didn’t he choose to hold him throughout the night until morning comes? So what if everyone knows? What good is a teaching career if he can’t have the one person he’s willing to fight for?

It plagued Bobby so. Was he not worth fighting for? Maybe not. Maybe he was just a passing fuck for Erik. Some cute new teacher he just decided to take advantage of while drunk. Perhaps. He may as well be all those flings he had who didn’t have the decency to leave him a note after taking what they wanted from him. It hurts. So much that Bobby chose to try and erase every memory of that night from his mind.

But his heart doesn’t want to forget.

Weeks have passed and this took a toll in his focus that it became harder for Bobby to concentrate on a new topic for his lesson. He knows he couldn’t reach out to Erik. Over his dead iced body. So, as a last resort, he reached out to the Professor even when he and the other X-Men were on a mission somewhere in Europe (in Portugal is what he heard.) When Bobby got a hold of him, Charles sounded a little exasperated on the other line, not of him but of Erik. Bobby only expected for the Professor to give him pointers over the phone. So when he told him they’d be coming home that evening and will be able to talk to Erik in person by tomorrow because he’s the expert on the topic, Bobby inwardly panics.

The last thing he needs is for the Professor to find out what happened. Or for Erik to know he reached out to him. Sighing after talking to Charles, Bobby runs a hand through his hair. He doesn’t know what to do and he doesn’t know if he’s even ready for another potential session with Erik.

He just hopes the Professor will help him instead. ]

[ Charles coming over isn't such a surprise; whether during missions or between assignments, the previous Headmaster and Erik's closest and oldest friend often visits, whether because there are things in New York demanding his presence or simply because he wants to catch up, ask Erik how he's doing, check in on the other teachers. It's not unusual, and Erik for one welcomes that immensely, the support he provides without sounding as though he's doing it because he expect Erik can't handle this. If anything, Erik's the one doubting himself at times, and these talks with Charles always help.

Right now, his visit is an even more welcome reprieve, a distraction from everything else clouding Erik's mind at the moment. That relief is short-lived, however, because Charles wastes absolutely no time in bringing up Bobby as soon as they sit down for a drink and a game of chess later in the night.

Some part of him hurts a little that Bobby was struggling and didn't even talk to him about it, but Erik doesn't know what he expected, really. Of course he wouldn't want to reach out to him, given the state of their relationship, or rather lack thereof. Erik hurt him, and he's well aware of that. Bobby simply tried to talk to the one person he thought would be safest, if only because he was both the most knowledgeable and the farthest away from it all, the least likely to ask questions. Bobby really should have expected that Charles would take it upon himself to come over and smack some sense into Erik's head.

Naturally, he prods too, asks what happened, tries to gauge Erik's reactions even when he doesn't share. At some point in the night, he stops mentioning Bobby, but Charles knows him too well, and Erik is almost sure the telepath has at least some inkling as to what may have happened between them. Either way, Erik doesn't elaborate, because he's certain it will never happen again.

But after that night, the words do linger.

Whatever it is that happened between you, you have to find a way to put that aside, for the good of the school. Bobby needs your help, and your own pain needs to be set aside in favor of that.

The problem isn't Erik setting aside his own pain, he's grown used to compartmentalize when it comes to that. The issue is that he's not entirely sure that Bobby even wants to look him in the eye, let alone meet with him alone. But— he does follows Charles's advice, or rather instruction, and sets up a new session, this time earlier in the night, and this time he chooses another meeting room in the school, rather than his private study. He's there with some papers, with tea and two cups, one of which he's already sipping from, glasses on his own face while he waits for Bobby to show up.

He might just not, but Erik will at least wait for a couple of hours. Worst that happens is he gets some paperwork done and just goes to bed afterwards. ]

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