( just like that, it seems like all her window problems are going away. it really is that simple, if you happen to know how to fix it. truth be told, she had expected erik to use his powers to an extent, but something about him using tools and normal fixes feels encouraging.
though he may feel she doesn't need all that information, wanda still appreciates that he's open to her about it. even if it wasn't her experience, it's still one that resonates with her; it's her people's history, it's her people's present—parallel struggles, in some ways. a normal upbringing was never in the cards for either of them. )
Even on my own, I don't feel like I'm learning to do anything new.
( just the same things that she already does know, and then asking others for help when she's really out of her depth. )
There was never much point in fixing anything once it was broken. ( at this, she makes her way to the music box that erik had gifted her some months ago, sitting pretty on one of the shelf spaces on the wall. holding it up in both her hands, wanda brings it down, closer to him. ) Did you fix this one, too? I can't imagine anyone parting with something this beautiful if it worked before you got your hands on it.
[ Some problems can be just that simple to solve. And yes, naturally Erik is relying on his abilities in part to fix the window, but some finer details he does by hand. Not strictly necessary, but it will add to her prolonged comfort, and help minimize any future issues that the window might have. It's a plus, knowing how to do things manually. Especially in a place like this, he doesn't trust that he'll always have his powers to rely on. ]
You're always learning, even when you might not realise. And besides— you're not on your own.
[ It can be simple as that. What he means in this specific instance is that if she wants to learn new skills, he can certainly teach her. He's sure others could too.
He smiles faintly when she pulls the music box from the shelf, reaching out to tap it gently and getting the lid to open. Music already playing even without her needing to wind it up. ]
I got it from the box of broken toys in your shop booth. Figured I could try to fix it. [ He likes the small bird moving as the song plays delicately. It reminds him of her, he doesn't know why. He looks to Wanda again, his hand resting on her arm. ] I can feel something bothering you.
[ The word choice is very much intentional. It's not just a guess, or intuition. He can literally sense it. ]
( music streams out of the box, dainty and beautiful, the small bird circling around as it pretends to sing. she has spent a lot of time staring at this bird, hearing the music play, never quite tiring of it.
his hand land on her arm, and wanda looks up.
the words he offers her? it's enough to draw emotion out of her, blatant in her eyes, as tears form despite herself. it's her birthday, yes, but that's just a constant pain that she'll never be able to be rid of, now that her brother is forever gone from her life. the music box comes to a gentle stop, halfway through the song, and wanda's lips twist slightly as she tries to keep herself strong; her hands hold tightly onto the box.
there is so much she could say, but all that she could say comes out into a singular sentence that encapsulates the emotion that's rumbling inside her heart. )
...I'm alone again.
( though he had never met them, wanda had mentioned having roommates to erik. she's on her own now, so it means exactly what he would expect. )
[ It's understandable that this isn't a good day, for her. Erik wouldn't even try to make it happy, but he can at least offer a little comfort. She asked him here, today of all days, and he prefers thinking that that's because she chooses not to suffer through the date in silence, because she finds in him some sort of safety, a comfort of sorts, and he's glad to give her that in whatever way he can.
Some aches just can never be erased. And when you lose so much in your life, it's so easy to be terrified of losing what little else one might still have. He understands that, possibly better than most... better than anyone right now, when he can feel it so clearly. ]
Wanda. [ He doesn't take the box from her, but he cups her cheeks instead, thumbs brushing away the tears threatening to spill from her eyes. ] You're never alone, so long as I'm here. I promise you.
[ It doesn't erase the hurt of loss, though. He knows that. Charles still mourns Raven's disappearance after months. You just learn to live with that pain. ]
( the box is pushed toward her abdomen, gently closing the top and hiding the bird away, when erik cups her cheeks. the touch is warm, gentle, so caring. she allows herself to be selfish once more, upon hearing his words, and closes the distance so that she can rest her head against his shoulder. )
I know.
( that's her response to his promise, even if promises worry her, for they can so easily be broken not because of someone willingly doing so, but because the world around them would want it so. still, it means a lot to her that erik says what he does. that familial feeling remains, even now, and it's such a selfish thing from her part to want to continue being recipient to.
but — that much, she knows, she is allowed. )
It's a lot warmer already.
( she says as a way to lighten the mood: the warmth coming from him is one reason, yes, but also because the window has been, effectively, fixed. )
[ He can't make the definite promise that he will always be here. That would be both cruel and ignorant, when he knows how people can simply go from here, as quickly as they are brought in. He clings to the optimistic view that they go back to their own worlds, when in truth they have no way of knowing for sure— no other option is tolerable to him, when one of those people who've left was Raven herself. It is easier to digest when he thinks she's merely returned to their world.
No doubt that Wanda will prefer to believe that, too, for the sake of her friends. The pain of loss would be so much worse if they were to imagine scarier, more horrible scenarios.
His arms rest loosely around her, a hand moving in soothing circles on her back. Her remark draws a small hum from him, faintly amused. ]
Sadly I can't get you a heater. [ Probably considered a luxury item for most around here. ] My offer for you to move to the motel we're in still stands, for the record. If you ever feel too lonely.
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though he may feel she doesn't need all that information, wanda still appreciates that he's open to her about it. even if it wasn't her experience, it's still one that resonates with her; it's her people's history, it's her people's present—parallel struggles, in some ways. a normal upbringing was never in the cards for either of them. )
Even on my own, I don't feel like I'm learning to do anything new.
( just the same things that she already does know, and then asking others for help when she's really out of her depth. )
There was never much point in fixing anything once it was broken. ( at this, she makes her way to the music box that erik had gifted her some months ago, sitting pretty on one of the shelf spaces on the wall. holding it up in both her hands, wanda brings it down, closer to him. ) Did you fix this one, too? I can't imagine anyone parting with something this beautiful if it worked before you got your hands on it.
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You're always learning, even when you might not realise. And besides— you're not on your own.
[ It can be simple as that. What he means in this specific instance is that if she wants to learn new skills, he can certainly teach her. He's sure others could too.
He smiles faintly when she pulls the music box from the shelf, reaching out to tap it gently and getting the lid to open. Music already playing even without her needing to wind it up. ]
I got it from the box of broken toys in your shop booth. Figured I could try to fix it. [ He likes the small bird moving as the song plays delicately. It reminds him of her, he doesn't know why. He looks to Wanda again, his hand resting on her arm. ] I can feel something bothering you.
[ The word choice is very much intentional. It's not just a guess, or intuition. He can literally sense it. ]
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his hand land on her arm, and wanda looks up.
the words he offers her? it's enough to draw emotion out of her, blatant in her eyes, as tears form despite herself. it's her birthday, yes, but that's just a constant pain that she'll never be able to be rid of, now that her brother is forever gone from her life. the music box comes to a gentle stop, halfway through the song, and wanda's lips twist slightly as she tries to keep herself strong; her hands hold tightly onto the box.
there is so much she could say, but all that she could say comes out into a singular sentence that encapsulates the emotion that's rumbling inside her heart. )
...I'm alone again.
( though he had never met them, wanda had mentioned having roommates to erik. she's on her own now, so it means exactly what he would expect. )
I miss them.
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Some aches just can never be erased. And when you lose so much in your life, it's so easy to be terrified of losing what little else one might still have. He understands that, possibly better than most... better than anyone right now, when he can feel it so clearly. ]
Wanda. [ He doesn't take the box from her, but he cups her cheeks instead, thumbs brushing away the tears threatening to spill from her eyes. ] You're never alone, so long as I'm here. I promise you.
[ It doesn't erase the hurt of loss, though. He knows that. Charles still mourns Raven's disappearance after months. You just learn to live with that pain. ]
I'm so sorry, sweetheart.
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I know.
( that's her response to his promise, even if promises worry her, for they can so easily be broken not because of someone willingly doing so, but because the world around them would want it so. still, it means a lot to her that erik says what he does. that familial feeling remains, even now, and it's such a selfish thing from her part to want to continue being recipient to.
but — that much, she knows, she is allowed. )
It's a lot warmer already.
( she says as a way to lighten the mood: the warmth coming from him is one reason, yes, but also because the window has been, effectively, fixed. )
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No doubt that Wanda will prefer to believe that, too, for the sake of her friends. The pain of loss would be so much worse if they were to imagine scarier, more horrible scenarios.
His arms rest loosely around her, a hand moving in soothing circles on her back. Her remark draws a small hum from him, faintly amused. ]
Sadly I can't get you a heater. [ Probably considered a luxury item for most around here. ] My offer for you to move to the motel we're in still stands, for the record. If you ever feel too lonely.