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( Has she been blind this whole time? Now that she knows, she realizes she can smell it — that she's been able to smell it, she just didn't realize what the smell was. But there it is, a little ball of furry black sprawled out lazily, relaxed and adorable and just out of reach from the people passing below.

She stares, lips parted gently, a subtle sort of disbelief on her otherwise stoic features. After a long moment spent wrapping her head around it, she whispers to him quietly: )

It's so small.

( They looked bigger in pictures; this one is tiny. How do they not get hurt at this size? They seem so fragile, and she is suddenly very concerned for it. )

[ There aren't a great many number of pets here, but there are a few, when one knows where to look. He expects that now she knows about it, she'll be paying more attention. Might even make some friends, who knows.

He smiles at what she says, of all things to focus on. ]

Cats are generally small creatures, and this one is still young. Dogs vary more in size.

[ He looks up to the cat again, pondering for a moment, then offers. ]

Do you want to see if it will let you pet it?

( This one is still young; she looks from him back to the cat, and catches herself before she asks — then why is it alone? There's a fierce twist in her chest, followed by the cool flood of quiet resignation. Young things are not entitled to parents, this is true in people, why would it not be true in cats?

But then comes the offer, and her eyes flash quickly to him. )

Si, please.

( Does he have a plan to get it down? If not, she could get herself onto the roof very easily... )

[ Well, it's young but not a baby. Besides, some animals are just different. But she doesn't ask, so Erik won't go into that. The cat seems to be perfectly safe and content on its own at least, enough that Erik thinks maybe an approach won't be unwelcome. ]

I can lift us up there, if you're fine with me carrying you.

[ Her just climbing onto the roof might actually spook the cat, but she's welcome to try that instead. ]

( She could parkour her way up there with very little effort, and perhaps that would be the nicer thing for her to do. But since he's offering, she is very interested to see just exactly how he would manage to carry her and climb onto the roof himself. She doesn't yet know that he can fly, and so all the mental images in her mind are very, very funny.

There's a certain wryness in her expression when she nods — with all the enthusiasm a girl her age could be expected to have when offered to be carried around by someone roughly dad-shaped. If he struggles, she will at least try very hard not to laugh at him... )

[ He really can't say how little girls feel about being carried around; the only frame of reference he has is Nina, and while she was only a little younger than Laura, she also was his daughter, so perhaps that was why she liked him holding her.

He manages to steer away from that thought as he reaches down to pick her up, hands under her arms, lifting her with ease. Once he has her in a safe grip, an arm curled around her back, he lifts off the ground in a slow, steady rise, magnetic fields pushing him up from the floor gradually until they're at level with the kitten lying on that ceiling.

He waits first to make sure she's alright with that twist, glancing over at her with a (admittedly mildly pleased) smile. ]

Cats can be difficult to befriend, [ He explains, his tone quiet so he doesn't scare the animal away. ] So you need to approach carefully. Get its attention first with a soft sound.

[ He clicks his tongue, just enough to get the animal to lift its head with a lazy meow, opening its large, round hazel eyes and fixing them on Erik. ]

( She barely adjusts to the novelty of being carried before they begin to rise; barely manages to weave her arms around his shoulders when she notices his feet leaving the ground, and her eyes go wide, snapping up to his face in pure, unfiltered surprise.

She knew about the metal, she didn't know he could fly. She feels like she has been uno-reversed in her anticipation to laugh at him. Now she's the clown.

She's so startled by this, she almost forgets about the cat for a second — too busy staring at him, baffled, once their feet touch the ground again.

But then he's clicking, and the kitten is meowing, and it's pure instinct for her to drop down into a crouch, to make herself smaller, less intimidating, more vulnerable to the curious, wary little cat. She flits her eyes between it and Erik, hesitant, afraid to move lest she scare it off and send it running. She will let him teach her — all she does is gently hold out a hand, fingers upturned in offering.

The cat rises to its feet gracefully, lazily stretching out its back with a sleepy arch. )

[ There's a small sense of satisfaction that he manages to surprise her, but he looks more pleased than he does smug, even smiling a little as he makes sure that she's not scared. Not that he thought she would be, but it doesn't hurt to be sure.

He stays still for a moment when the cat gets up, and once he's sure it's not just going to take off running, he kneels next to Laura. ]

You don't decide to pet a cat. It will let you pet it, or not. Because it needs to know it can trust you, so you need to prove yourself. Show it you're not going to cause them harm. Let it smell your hand.

[ She's already holding a hand out, so Erik just nods for her to move it closer, until the kitty can stretch its head and sniff at her fingertips. The animal's surprisingly quick to get closer to her, admittedly, but he just stays silent, until that sniff turns into a gentle headbutt, and the kitten rubs itself against her fingers. ]

Pet it now. Gently.

( She's finding this cat more and more relatable the more she learns about it. She doesn't quite make the leap about how similar the circumstances in which they met were, how she'd basically been a stray cat herself deciding whether or not to let Erik anywhere near her those precarious first twenty or so minutes — but the fundamental traits feel relatable in and of themselves.

As the little thing approaches, equal parts wary and lazy, Laura coos to it quietly; )

Entiendo, lindo gatito. Yo también...

( It must work well enough, because that fluffy little head butts up against her fingers, and it takes some serious restraint not to make any delighted sudden movements. She waits, painfully impatient, shooting an imploring look up at him — until he gives her leave, and then she carefully drags fingertips around one triangle ear, scratching lightly between shoulder blades and prompting a purr practically like a sigh from the little creature.

She holds her breath for fear of scaring it away, but she's visibly enchanted by the whole thing. Thanks to him, Laura met her Very First Cat. )

[ There are some similarities, admittedly, though they don't occur to Erik until she starts interacting with the creature. There's a small smile on his face as she speaks softly to it, and he keeps back to give the cat enough space to feel at ease with Laura.

It seemed friendly enough, though, so he's surprised that it warms up quickly. His smile widens as it coaxes Laura to pet it, meowing and purring as it walks closer to her, arching its back to push up against her hand. ]

I think it likes you, [ he says quietly, as the kitty turns and looks up at her with wide eyes. ]

Good. I like him, too.

( Does she actually know the gender of the cat? Of course not, she's just defaulting to masculine because of linguistics, and because she doesn't want to call it it. In all reality, she wouldn't be able to tell even if someone paid her.

They spend a few minutes like this, until it probably begins to become clear that if Laura had her way she would spend too much time making friends with a single cat, and they wouldn't have enough left to venture out to meet any of the other animals.

There's something faintly regretful in her expression as she gives it one last pet, murmuring a soft adios, lindo gatito. There is a very strong chance she will come back looking for this kitten in the very near future, and an equally strong one that if she finds it she may smuggle it up to her room. )

[ Erik will let her take her time with the little creature. It's lucky that the first they've met was so friendly, as they might not have that same luck with the rest of the animals they'll cross paths with.

He smiles a little as she says goodbye to the cat, then waits until she's standing again. ]

Do you need a lift back down?

[ She probably doesn't, but he'll offer anyway. Whether she takes it or jumps down on her own, he also goes back down to the ground, starting them on their walk down the street again. ]

Should we try the woods?

( Does she need a lift back down? No. But also, do children need piggyback rides or quarters for mechanical horses outside of grocery stores? Also no.

Once again proving herself incorrect about her child-versus-weapon assessment, she suppresses a smile as best she can [not very well] and nods her head. )

Si, por favor.

( Carry please! Ride back down! Thank you.

And then, after, a much more enthusiastic nod for woods. She doesn't have the first idea what to expect, but she wants it. Birds, squirrels, iguanas. Anything. )

[ A small smile graces Erik's features at the reaction, and he promptly picks her up, holding her in his arms again as he levitates them down from the roof, a smooth touchdown before he sets her on the ground again.

From there, he starts walking towards the woods, every so often pointing to a bird or farm animal they might cross paths with. He doesn't mind stopping if she wants to, as they still have plenty of time to reach the woods, and besides he doesn't plan on venturing too deep. There's no need to risk encountering the more dangerous creatures living there, when there are plenty of harmless animals for her to see in the outskirts. ]

The animals here are wild, [ He tells her once the town is behind them and they're surrounded entirely by nature. ] They're not going to be as used to people being around. They're not so easy to befriend as that cat.

( This makes Two Times she has been picked up in a manner outside of violence, and she's pleased to report that the experience is Very Different. It's far nicer, and she could get used to it — even if she is, perhaps, already getting a little too old for such things. She's running out of time to enjoy the novelty of it before she really is too old, before the teenage years hit and her small growth spurt of height hits with it.

She listens to him as they walk, leisurely and unhurried and comfortable; she does not stop for birds, they're too far away, and she has already gotten to pet two, even if one of the birds was a woman. She does stop for farm animals, and manages to add 'sheep' to her list of Things She Has Met — because apparently in the context of animals, met means touched.

Soon, nature is all around them, and she is smiling at the sight of it. It hasn't gotten old, not to a girl who spent her whole life within the confines of concrete and steel walls. )

Are they the same here? As they would be where we come from, on our world?

( Our world, because they come from the same one. She wonders — is he still alive there? She doesn't know. She wants to ask about something related to it, but-- she'll ask in a moment. When it feels more natural. )

[ Whether or not she's getting too old, Erik doesn't seem to care, perfectly happy to carry her if that's what she wants. He can't really remember being held like this, it was so long ago for him, that sense of protection and love he got from his parents such a vague, distant memory now. This is never not going to remind him of Nina too, but it's a gentle kind of ache, almost like an open wound healing.

He watches on with a gentle smile as she interacts with some animals on the way, glad she gets to have at least these encounters, since he doesn't know how lucky they'll get in the woods. Erik has found it surprisingly easy to cross paths with wild animals here, though he doesn't know if it's something to do with the place itself, the animals, or him. He likes to think that maybe it's his daughter's imprint on him somehow, even if it's likely not true. ]

Many of them, yes. But there are others, animals and creatures that we only know as mythical, so in our world they only exist in books and stories. [ As is the case with the Fae themselves. ] Do you have a favorite animal?

( Books and stories about mythical animals — this is a surefire way to tug on the strings necessary to get her perusing the books here. She'll start reading about them, which will only branch out into other forms of reading, a very good seed planted this afternoon.

As to the question, the answer comes immediately: )

Horses. They're wonderful.

( Horse Girl Laura, one day she will ride a real horse, not just the metal ones outside the grocery store. )

Do you?

[ Good, because even for how lacking it is in terms of useful information, the library's one of Erik's favorite spots here so far. He'll probably find her some books once he knows she's interested, glad to encourage a curious mind in just about any sense.

He chuckles when her question comes both quickly and enthusiastically, nodding. Absolutely no surprise that that's her pick. Having the question turned back on him does give him pause. He's never been one much to care for animals, really, and the ones he's interacted with most also come with sad memories. Cherished, but still. ]

Not particularly. Deer, I think. I've seen a few here.

Deer are pretty in pictures. ( She approves of this choice greatly — in part because: ) They look like small horses.

( She would like them almost as much, except you can't ride a deer, and they run away from you. Horses become your best friend — she assumes, particularly after seeing the Munsons' horses up close.

She likes that this is his favorite. It's very sweet. He could have picked anything from alligator to pterodactyl, but deer are nice. Maybe they'll see one today? If they come around here, it feels possible...

A few moments of quiet pass, and her earlier question finally floats to the top of her mind. )

Can I ask you something? ( Assuming it's a yes: ) If Charles was still alive where I come from, in my year... do you think you maybe are, too?

( Because if so... if so, maybe she could have somewhere to take her friends, once they make it out of America. Maybe they could have somewhere safe to go. )

[ Deer are more skittish, but that comes with them being wild animals, as opposed to horses. Still, he's found them to be harder to scare away here, so hopefully with some luck, she can at least see one.

She breaks the silence with a heavy question that Erik honestly isn't expecting, hadn't even thought of. He looks over, surprised by it and not really sure what to say, but running various options in his head. ]

It's not impossible. But I can't tell you for certain. [ He goes on to explain. ] I come from 1992. In my time, I live in an island sanctuary for mutants called Genosha. Charles has just joined me there. But I don't know if it lasts.

[ Few things seem to, at least good ones, when it comes to their kind. ]

( It's a long time ago, 1992, but it doesn't feel impossible. He looks healthy, and Charles had lived to past ninety. Would have kept on living a while longer, too, if it hadn't been for her and the devastation that follows her.

Genosha. She commits it to memory — Genosha. She's never heard it before, but there's a lot she's never heard of. An island of mutants would not be somethimg they taught the children about at Transigen — neither as a history lesson nor as a matter of current events, so she cannot know if that means it's gone or not. )

If- you find the way to make them send us back, and we go home to where we came from, can I come to find you? If you have the island, can I bring my friends?

( Once her friends are across the border. It's optimistic to believe he'd still be willing to allow the same things almost forty years later, that he'll even remember this conversation and remember that he liked her, but she would like to believe anyway. )

[ He doesn't really know if it still exists in her time, if it's still the same place he envisioned, the same place he built. She wouldn't know, of course, not with her background, but if Charles wasn't there anymore, it honestly makes him wonder.

Then again, they've gone their different ways so many times in the past. It would be easy to believe that Charles wouldn't stay in Genosha long, for whatever reason. Perhaps better than to think that Genosha is no more, in her time.

But her question is one that he can answer without hesitation, regardless of all those questions and uncertainties. ]

Of course. All mutants are welcome in Genosha, and you— you, especially. You'll have a place there, if it's up to me. [ She didn't even need to ask, honestly. ]

( You especially, he says, and her smile is small but sincere. She's less worried about herself; she could survive alone. She could make her way somewhere. Her friends, though... her friends, she worries about. If she knew they were going to wind up somewhere safe, she'd feel less guilt over staying here with him for so long. For enjoying it.

But if what the Fae say is true, it could also have been hundreds of years. She doesn't know. She just thinks that if anyone can figure out how to get them home it's probably Erik, and now she knows that if he does, she may still be able to see him again after.

This is a good trip, even excluding the animal petting, which obviously elevates it to a great trip. )

Gracias.

( She says, so busy smiling up at him she almost misses it — until it registers. A hand shoots out toward him on instinct, curling around his wrist, a silent don't move, and she tilts her head.

Keen hearing, keener smell. Something rustling underbrush, something alive and smelling like earth and fur and petrichor. There is something coming. )

[ Just because she can survive alone doesn't mean that she should. If there's still a safe haven, a sanctuary to welcome all mutants who want it, she has as much a place there as anyone else. Erik can't really know for certain that he would still be around, but if he was, he knows he'd be overjoyed to see her again.

He smiles back, warm and fond, getting just as distracted from their surroundings. She actually surprises him when she grips his wrist, but he stops almost immediately, looking slowly around them and fixing his gaze on a cluster of rustling leaves.

In a few seconds, the tip of an antler comes into view, though for now it seems the animal's not even aware they're there. Erik barely breathes, not because he'd mind if the deer ran off, but because he wants to give Laura a chance to at least see it. ]

( Her hand tightens on his wrist — not enough to bruise, just a firm, startled grip, like she's surprised to see what she's seeing even though they specifically came here for it, even though he told her they were in the area. It's just different, seeing them up close. And it is them, one stag and one tiny, slight doe, treading lightly through the underbrush. Only the top half of the former emerges, antlers rising high and alert and proud, its eyes seeming to land directly on Erik, inscrutable, beautiful.

It isn't that the stag seems afraid, but the doe seems braver, continuing on further out from the trees one tentative step at a time, neck extended, curious, edging toward them.

Laura holds her breath, afraid even exhaling too loudly will scare it. Painfully slowly, with delicate gentleness, she raises a hand, like an offering. It isn't her the doe is drawn to, it's Erik, but Laura's the one reaching out, Laura's the one within sniffing distance, and a velvet-soft nose brushes against the tips of her fingers. Behind them, in the treeline, the stag exhales a loud huff, dipping its head once, like an idle warning, but it does not otherwise move. Be careful how you treat the small one, that's what she'd like to imagine it means, but she doesn't know deer nearly well enough to translate. )

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wrapping; 😭